bongo282's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I want to fly away There is a lot of truth to you can't trust anybody but yourself, and I am sticking to that. As long as I live I will never trust another man, I can't anybody because I still trust my best friend M. Her and I must have been seperated at birth a couple of years later. We have the same ideas but go about it differently. Co-flirt is working with me tonight and I am doing everything in my power to talk about something other than sex and my husband, our 2 best topics. I am numb, numb everywhere. I can't stand the fact that my husband is so self absorbed it's almost sickining. How many crunches, how many sit-ups, stretching in front of me like a bird in heat. I am sorry seeing you hot and sweaty does not and I mean does not turn me on. I am trying to get my mind off co-flirt and talk to him about his family and wife and little girl and new baby that's on the way but I look at him and his eyes just take me in. He is about to get off a call and so I will try to write more later. I hope if I don't go home and drink my self to sleep like I always do.
1:43 a.m. - 2007-03-22 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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