bongo282's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The sad fact It's a good day today. I am coming to terms with the fact that co-flirt and I will never see each other again. I need to do this for me. I am always thinking about everybody else so now it's time to think of me and what I want (realistically). I want to save my marriage. Everything in my body wants co-flirt but it's time to stop that way of thinking. It's really hard to turn off your feelings, but in some cases you have to. The only place I will see him again after next week will be in my dreams. Oh well, my dreams is where I get the most sex and action anyway. My heart will hurt for a long time and I will be sad for a little while but he said something to me last night that put it all into perspective, you went thru life with out this person around for so long so that means you can go thru life without them now. I will miss him. I hope to write more later as he is coming back from lunch. If I don't write this weekend I write Sun night. Bye Pam** 4:00 a.m. - 2007-04-06 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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