4:00 p.m. - 2003-10-01
Hump day!!
I didn�t think that I would have time for an entry but here I am making time for me and my thoughts for today. I am so tired today and staying awake is a chore in it self, but I walk around a lot and that makes all the difference. I could not sleep last night because I was trying to fix a friends computer and I got all the way up to loading the drivers for the PCI card and Win98 just didn�t have them. I quit then and finally went to bed. I hate not finishing something I started. My mind is everywhere today so I will stick to what has happened today. I have been very busy today which is very unusual but good. I love when I am busy because the time seems to go by faster when you are doing something rather than just sitting here trying to find something to do.

My hatred for this place is starting to dull less and less everyday because I have come to the conclusion that I just don�t care anymore. I don�t like feeling this way but I only have another year and I will have an extra week vacation and I like that idea. I was really close to going to another department here in the building, again, but I don�t want to do shift work. The hours I work are just fine for me. I wish it were somewhere else, but beggars can�t be choosers.

My husband told me yesterday that he was looking at a porn site and a girl that he was like a sister to ended up on one of them. He said that he was kind of taken aback by it because he never looked at her like that. I had to laugh because he was more pissed than anything. He was the one who introduced her to porn in the first place and someone else is making money off her and not him. I guess when you are in that type of business you have to jump on stuff like that. (No pun intended) People ask me if I mind if he says stuff like that and I have to say no because it�s me he lives with and sleeps with. If he wanted to do something like that then I am not stopping him and I have told him that many times before. He wants me to do something for him in that aspect someday, and I am still thinking about that. Well, I must leave for today because people are starting to hover around and I am at work and I don�t want people to see what I am writing. Bye for now.

Me |:o)**

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