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2:55 p.m. - 2003-10-21 I saw this movie line and I had to use it. I love doing quotes or movie lines of the day. Anyhoo, how are all the people in d-land today? I think my life is starting to pick up again. I wish it didn�t have to like this but there are things that are starting to happen that I have no control over. My husband�s grandmother in Ma. is in the hospital with double pneumonia. I guess the doctors say she will be OK, but with older people you never know. Then my Mom told me last night that she spoke to my grandmother and she sounds bad too. She went to Germany for 2 � weeks and she is supposed to come home on Sunday, but my Mom is worried about her. There is nothing she can do though. My grandmother is from Germany and so we know how stubborn those German�s can get. Oh, wait! That makes me German too. Lol. My hubby and I were going to spend the Christmas season at home but now with the grandma�s getting sick I think we will be going to Ma. for the Christmas holiday. My husband is the greatest lover in the world. All of my life I had a problem with a guy eating me out but he does it just right. I never wanted to cum before when I had other lovers. I guess he just knows how to �take care of me�. I am not really a horn dog like he is but I try to keep up with him. It�s not easy sometimes. We also have a very large Porn collection and half the movies that he has I have not seen. So last night we were watching one for a little while and I just find it weird that a guy would want a finger up his butt. What do I know, I guess. I have had some decent lovers in the past but I would have to say hands down that I married the right guy. Let�s see first there was Peter. He was handsome and he was a nice guy. We went out for about 3 years and he was my first love and my first sex partner. The first time we made love it was awkward and I thought I was going to die because it hurt so much. As he and I made love a lot I thought I was enjoying it. When he and I broke up I turned into a slut. After him there was Steven, who in an earlier entry I spoke about: Then there was Neal; he was a good guy he just lived too far away. Then there was Chris. We called him thumbtack, and that was about the size of it if you get my drift. Then there was Rich. I slept with him because I was very attracted to him and he just didn�t know what to do with himself and me. What a shame because he was a great kisser. Then I moved and I was working for McDonald�s and I was working at a sports store. We sold key chains and pennants and shit like that. That is where I met Jayson. I was supposed to marry him but he had no ambition whatsoever. He was a nice guy but I wanted a little more then to live with my Mom the rest of my life and he just didn�t care about shit. He was an ok lover, but now I know why I didn�t marry him. Then there was my ex-husband. I still don�t talk about him to this day because of what he did to me. He was a selfish bastard who didn�t care about anything but himself. He wanted to live an apartment his whole life and this was OK with him. Not me, I wanted more in life. He also would not give me money for bills and stuff and he would not open a savings account with me because his ex used to take his money, and for a long time I tried to make him understand that I was not his ex. To no avail. Then he went and got his ex pregnant while he was married to me. Well, that�s something I will have to save for another day. The point I was trying to make was I was sexually repressed for a long time because I never had the right lover, and now I am married to the perfect lover. I guess the saying �good things cum to those who wait� is true. Me :o)**
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